Day 27

一旦有了误会，就算误会化解了
心里还是会有疙瘩

刚她跟我说 “呃，我朋友讲你flirt他。”
我心想 “不是吧？又来？”
问她是谁，她支支吾吾说不出来
我说了几个名字，她也只是说不懂啦，不知道
走之前，她的那一句无心之语，刺到我了
她说 “注意一下你的举动”
我当下，真的，真的，真的，快要爆发了

发生了那么多事
因为你们，我才那么尽力去解决
我知道你是关心我，谢谢你
但是我现在
真的变得很敏感了

因为这件事
我减少跟男生的互动
减少主动跟他们打招呼
尽量自己一个人
 既然跟他们那么friend会被讲
那我一个人就没问题了对不？
 可是好辛苦
只是这样，
我已经觉得我不是我了

我问过自己
我到底有没有做错
我问了一百遍，还是没用
我的心也乱了

这就是真的我！

人生充满了无奈
你知道，我知道，每个人都知道
但你还是需要面对，逃避不了

现在的我，打开不了自己的心
我不想再这样下去了
这样做人，真的很累

我没有不习惯一个人的生活
可是我习惯了有你们的陪伴
习惯了跟你们一起谈天说地
现在看着你们，我进不去····

What's wrong?

After i saw your status
I realize that i don't really understand you
so i'm the position like this in your heart

I won't say i do nothing wrong
but the point is, i don't know what i do wrong
can you know the true before you judge the person?
even you know the truth, but are you sure the truth is true?

You said you can only friend again with me if i show you the TRUE me
ok i don't care are you showing me the TRUE you
but everyone have their personal things that can't really share out
so do you, right?

Recall all the memories of us
do i really do something on you?
are you sure with that?

You said i lie to you,
but you heard the thing from other people,
not me.

Don't you think that might be misunderstand?
you don't even come and ask me.

I'm trying to settle this thing,
but why you just run away from me?
if i'm the wrong 1, i should be the 1 who run away right?
you are the person that start this thing,
why you just avoid and ignore this?

I take you as my sister
that's why i'm trying to fix this
do you still remember what we said at the beginning when we form G-Girls?

I hate those people who only THINK but never ASK! :(